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OK THIS MONTH! [25 Aug 2004|09:18pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Yes.. i know i've been a total slacker when it comes to writing in this thing but i've been really really busy.

This month was great, I can only highlight the really important things tho..

First.. As you guys can see, i got a new layout...thank you karen. but all the artwork was done by me, cuz i'm getting very handy with fireworks.

Also i went to a wedding, and an orthopedic doctor for my knee cuz its shot to hell.

Then I went to warped tour and it fucked rocked shit. it was insane. i'm definately gonna go bak next year. I was inside the baracade for GC Cuz im a spoiled kid cuz i know security. Well anyways.

I went shopping today and bought a new belt cuz some bitch stole mine >:O. My Pretty Studded one.

ALlright well i think thats it. the end.

1 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

The past 2-3 weeks [25 Jul 2004|03:31pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Ok well a lot happend in the past couple weeks. I was at the beach. I saw white chicks and spider man2. I was out on the beach for like 2 weeks strait chilling around. I went shopping with my god mother and bought a pimping hat:-p. i dont even remember what i've been doing. Im jgoing to new hampshire tomarrow..i think.

I've met a ton of cool ppl in the past couple weeks. thanks for being there for jme guys..

P.S. I busted my knee yesterday..it sucked

1 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Beach [05 Jul 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Hey guys, i kno i havent written in this thing in a while..cuz i kno no one reads it anyways. Well. im at the beach for this week and next week. PPL SHOULD COME AND VISIT this is soo boring.. I went to my grandma's 65th bday and it was fun and then we left for the beach. and i've been seeing my cousin a lot lately which is great cuz i never see her. I want some ppl to come visit. I'm in Old Saybrook so come and kidnap me. Well im getting kinda tired.. I think im gonna go chill and do something.


Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Allright Allright [26 Jun 2004|05:57pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Ok, well on wednesday it was my birthday and i finally got my 15 G ipod..sexy shit. Then on thursday i had to take family pictures for my grandma, what anightmare taht was. oo well then Yesterday i went to a golf tournament for My friend muffin's dad. That was really fun, and i drove around the golf cart all day, shit was soo fun! lol. then today, miranda me and mommy went to the mall and now miranda is chillin with me.

Lots off crazy shit has happend this week some good most bad. I started the I.H.B.C. and that shit is fun. lol many agree. SOOOO basically i think you all should leave me a note cuz it was my bday and youall love me lol. Ya. So now, i have to load more songs on the IPod! lol yay!


Oh, my love, please don't cry.

How I feel. [21 Jun 2004|06:51pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL! Ok..now for all of you in the past who have asked me whats wrong...thats it. Thank you Yellowcard for Explaining it Perfectly.

"P.S" I hope you all can see my picture, i changed some of the settings.

Oh, my love, please don't cry.

BBPSF PIc [20 Jun 2004|07:05pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

 LoL thats my sexy Beach Babe Porn Star Picture lol I love it! lol Leave comment..

7 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

What to Do??? [18 Jun 2004|10:41pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Ok...to everyone who confuses me..I dont kno what to do..why does it happen. I'm off some ppl and how they treat me..i mean its pure bullshit..

Anyways. i've been having a lot of fun..i took some exams today and got home at 1 fun shit. and then i went to mi padre's house then went out to dinner and played some pool.. then me and Katie were talkin about how big our asses were and i met my double Felicia. go figure.

now i'm bored and i took a sexy pic of me today, and im very proud of it. lol BBPSF lol>>

Bye Kids.. Leave the Comments

1 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Today.. [16 Jun 2004|09:51pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Well today was actually good.

I kno i havent written in a while...exams you kno the deal.. Plus i'm grounded from the computer til further notice...Figures

Well, today was my last real day of classes..Good Shit..tomarrow math exam and i go home at 10. thank god, thats the time i go back to sleep. I'm soo bored. I just got home from Muffin's house..:( he's graduating..i'm gonna miss all my senior friends. I was like..what am i supposed to do..No one is gonna look out for me next year w/o you..lol and he was like...guess you'll just hafta sleep over lol. DJ was there 2. It's this wierd meeting thing the parents have like every wednesday. Go Figure...

Well.. the countdown is on...7 days til my bday. Yes! I need to go do some last minute cramming. I'll write tomarrow...wait..no i wont. lol


Oh, my love, please don't cry.

THis Week.. [11 Jun 2004|05:22pm]
[ mood | blank ]

THis week was interesting, toni lived with me for a day or 2 cuz she ran away. and never really went home..then she finally went home yesterday lol go figure. Umm the rest of the week was pretty good. i dont really remember what i did. i kno i babysat with toni and she slept over on wednesday. Then i went out to dinner yesterday with my parents, and it looks like im going to warped tour in august and Vegas in October. So good shit right there.. I offically hate gym baseball..

oo yeah and some other shit happend i dont feel like talkin about.

Tonight mi madre wants to take me to the movies...dont i sound thrilled..

well leave the commments. cuz im really bored..

1 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Forever, and After [08 Jun 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

The Concert was soo kick ass.

I had soo much fun, and i got the pinkest hat in the world. lol. Blink was awesome and so was the used...no comment on the living end, cuz i dont really like them. But oo well. Travis broke his foot, but he still looked good and played well.. lol

THen on sunday i didnt realy do anything.. I went to see the HP3 Movie.. was pretty good, but it wasnt that good.

Um... what else.. toni just stopped over cuz she ran away so im chillin lol. What a FREAK! lol haha i mean who runs to MY house? lol

Oh, my love, please don't cry.

A new beginning to my Computer. [04 Jun 2004|08:04pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Yes, so i rebuilt my whole computer and its working very nicely if i do say so myself.

Nothing has really happend lately, talked on the phone a lot and i got a new phone again today...its the same phone, but its NEW lol. mine wasnt getting good reception. oo well.

Today was normal, same old shit, you kno how it goes. I finished downloading everything thats ever been on my computer to my new one, and its going well, i made icon after icon after icon today.

So now, im bored..tomarrow is gonna be soo kick ass, blink 182 concert:-D.

well im gonna go, peace..


O and if you wanna read some good shit, go to andre's xanga...www.xanga.com/dre1022
Read the chatterbox.

1 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Another Day. [03 Jun 2004|09:11am]
[ mood | tired ]

Well this week has been kick ass soo far. I went to miranda's on monday and chilled with 2 of my favorite ppl in the whole world..miranda and andre.. we went to the mall and chilled for a while..actually it was a long time i was at her house from 1-11. Andre alomost broke my ass *thank you andre..*

We had chicken kickerz and tia tried to eat mine,*Growl*

Today was strait..i burned a cd for justin and talked on the phone a lot..felicia hotline..how may i help you!? lol. Tomarrow i have a dentist appt. Fun shit.. and then the next day...its friday and toni and i are supposedly going to take justin preppy shopping..should be fun, then its off to the Blink 182 concert..

OO yeah, before i forget, my computer is a queen so i might not write for a couple days..



Oh, my love, please don't cry.

>*Lalalala* [30 May 2004|03:07pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Today is going to be pretty fun, im going to a memorial day picnic at my director's house. should be fun, never dissapointed me before. This weekend has been pretty low-key. I babysat 2 dayz in a row...and im kinda exhausted..

Ben finally bought me my finding nemo dvd. *highlight of my Week #1*

and i finally got a new cell phone!!!! *HightLight of my Week #2*

well i really havent done anything great since wednesday...cept really just sat around.

Wow..and let me tell you all about how kyle was sitting around with Jordan Pudnik...and he didnt think to call me...when he was supposd to...errrr.. oo well im getting upgraded at Blink 182 next week..so i guess its gonna be good.

-Leave it-

1 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Tonight [26 May 2004|09:35pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Today was fun. I got molested in gym...o yes.
and i was cold. it was soo cold. Nothing really happend in the passed couple days. I've been really bored.

Tonight was the NFG Concert, 2 bad i couldnt go. Kyle and Heather went hto, and i'm waiting on thier call. so i can hear NFG play. which is cool. lol Thanks Guys.

I dont kno what to say. sept im watching American Idol...and i want diana to win.

*power to the young ppl* lol

3 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

My Weekend. [23 May 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | full ]

This Weekend was really uneventful...It did have its strong points tho.

On Friday, I went to the mall with Toni and my cousin Nikki. It wasnt bad, cuz i got not 1...but 6 new belly rings...*woot woot* Then we met up with Justin there, but he left us...its ok tho, cuz i still love the kid. oo well. then we went and checked out my grandmothers overly gaudy yard and saw her cat...whom i call ugly...it speaks for itself.

Then yesterday, i did absolutely nothing, i dont even think i left my uncles house, i slept there, and i just stayed there the whole day. BORING.

Today was a little bit better. I chilled around the house and talked to my buddy Andre on the phone cuz i was really really bored.. Then i went to "whats your scoop" with nikki and we ate the big boy, i thought i was gonna puke, it was soo gross..We had Tye-Dye Vanilla, Peanut Butter, and Cookie Dough, and much to much Whipped cream, but we finished it, every....last....disgusting....bite!

Tomarrow Joelle is giving me more belly rings! YAY!

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3 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Recovery. [20 May 2004|08:24pm]
[ mood | content ]

Today i woke up late, i think it was 10:30 or something.

Then i was a bum and layed around the house watching talk shows. Damn, ive noticed that Maury really needs to stop having paternity tests on the show, i'm really tired of them.

Neways, i had a music video marathon, and watched music video's all day long. that was fun lol. It got me feeling a little better.

I watched a couple movies, then i got outta the house.

Nothing spectacular, i went to Sams. then i went to best buy to check out ipods, cuz i really want one, but i dont have 500 bucks to blow on one, so i think im just gonna get a 15 G one. I got the Yellowcard CD its really really good. GO BUY IT! lol

-Now this makes me so much more ampted to get tickets to warped tour, which i will go to, even if i have to walk..-
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2 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Surgery..Not Fun.. [19 May 2004|08:49pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Today, i had oral surgery. No Surgery is fun so im not gonna sit here and tell you it was peachy. It went really well and my mom made me all my soft food. it was great.. Now for the next day and a half, im gonna be drugged up on pain killers. FUNN! lol. i was on novacaine for so long today, i could only move one side of my nose.

So for those of you who dont kno, i need to get an implant put into the front row of my teeth. Painful, but better than a hole in your front teeth! lol. I'll be ok.

Then i got a magazine and a new CD..the new NfG cd..(*Catalyst*) its good, i would recommend it to ppl who like that kidna music.

I also got lots and lots of drugs. ahaha, Perscription that is.

Tomarrow is gonna be great, no school for me, that means movie marathon, lots of sleep and eating soft foods.. I'll be back friday guys, no worries!


2 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Today. [17 May 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Today i woke up and thought that i was never gonna sleep again. Then i realized i have sergury on Wed. So i should get to sleep all i want! Yes!!

Today went as usual nothing really exciting happend. i have a couple tests tomarrow. nothing big. oo well. Me and Miranda were mad nasty at football..Although, we practiced the enzone dance more than our spiral! lol.

Then i got home, and i was exhausted, but i really didnt do anything about it. I was on the phone for over 3 hours..i had nothing to do, so i guess it was strait.

Omg..the funniest shit happend at lunch today. This kid, likes my friend but he's a senior, and she doesnt like him. Her Bro is real protective. so we have older bigger junior friends that are brothers or friends of brothers of girls that sit at our table. So he was talking and The brother pack came in from all directions, and he darted. shit was soo funny.

Then me and jordan got tis kid confused..lol

Thanks guys for helping me get back in with the new journal.

If anyone who reads this can hack, let me kno


3 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

Hey Guys, [16 May 2004|02:26pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Ok, i was a victim of Journal Identity theft, dont give your password out unless you totally trust ppl.

Now, They have an ugly ass journal and i have my pretty journal back! yes!. lol
Ok, back to the good old shit.
Yesterday was So much fun. I woke up real late, and went to Shad derby on my dad's motorcycle. It was fun. Then i hooked up with toni and abby and we chilled for a long ass time. Then after that, i chilled with toni at her mom's and ricky begged us to go swimming. THat was cute. Toni jumped in and her boobs almost popped out. Then we left and went to her dads.

Her dad's house in right down the road from where i used to live, no even its like right next door. Small world huh?

Then we got ice cream at friendly's and Toni got the biggest fucking ice cream i've ever seen. lol it was HUGE! HOLY SHIT! lol Then we had a fight with it outside. I got her in the head! lol then we were kinda tired out from walkin and shit up and down the street, we went in, watched TV, and fell asleep. Nothing really happened today, except i had to rebuild my journal..If you wanna go see what i could do with shit..you can visit my old journal...its user name is In_A_Nightmare
Hahaha, stupid Bitch!

This is my journal from here on out. Peace..

P.S. My Grandma left for poland, who wants to be my designated driver for the next 2 months? lol


Leave comments to make up for my old ones that i lost.


1 bloody valentines. Oh, my love, please don't cry.

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